Wednesday, March 31, 2010

day 36

the guy texted me today after almost two weeks of no communication. this pretty much ruined my life for about ten minutes. he apologized and all the emotions and feelings i thought i had got rid of came rushing back. don't expect anything to come of this. but if he wants to make an effort at some kind of reconciliation, then i have to give it another try? its my first step towards a stable and happy relationship, something i've never been a fan of.

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  1. he really is. i told u he was giving me clothes n shit?

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  2. Stable is not so bad --- sure, it's safe, but that's part of the attraction - you can relax with eachother, and use your creative and other energies on other things, instead of constantly looking for the right man (I am not sure he exists, as a single entity, anyway). I hope it works out. G =]*

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